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Fallout - Marianas Trench
 
Crap set yeee
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This song reminds me of someone and I just miss him so much and ugh.

Mr. Brightside - The Killers
 
I kinda like this set wooo
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I'm in a better mood than I was yesterday op.
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
and I'm 99% sure it's because I haven't eaten today.

Kiss and Tell - You Me At Six
 
Lolsup
SO I made another set.
This has been in my drafts for a while too, but it was just the shirt. Like just the shirt was in the drafts.
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@lilanoel
Hi trolololololol FIND THE OWL
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I'm still doing pretty good. I actually just need to work on self esteem and I'll be A++

Clocks - VersaEmerge
 
I haven't made a set in forever omg
lol
It's funny because this set has been in my drafts since summer
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Um, I've been good. Better.
 

So, I went to the mental health place for a week and they diagnosed with:
Manic depressive disorder with psychotics features.
Obsessive compulsive disorder.
 
I saw the ocd coming, but the other one was a surprise. Fun right?
Now I'm on meds :( including one for sleep asdlsjadjsakdjlsa

Ohgod.
Please get me out of this house.
Please...
It's not in my mind. I promise.
Please don't say ghosts aren't real.
I'm not insane. I know what I saw. I know what I felt.
"It won't hurt you"
"Just cuss it out"
"It's harmless"
No, it will kill me.
OKAY.
It tried.
But they don't know, of course not. How could I tell them? They don't know, and yet it's all I ever think about.
 
Laying on the couch. Eyes closed, but not asleep.
Footsteps. Nothing there. They stop right in front of me. Then it happens. Pressure on my upper body. Couldn't breathe. i couldn't scream....I couldn't move...Trying desperately to make it stop. I'm kicking, but still I can't move my upper body. Still can't breathe. Still can't scream. Then black. Just black
 
And then what happened yesterday...
I didn't sleep, not after what happened 7 hours ago.
And I told her. I told her not to have the Father over. I told her it would only make the thing mad.
And it did. And now I can't sleep. I can't. And now I have to function through the day on no sleep.
 
And I'm scared.

I swear I will be so pissed if the lines shift omg.
(Edit: THEY FUCKING SHIFTED AJSLSAKJDLA)
 
Welp, this set sucks. Awks~
 
Oh! The picture, the one in the top left corner, that's me :3 wearing my shark hat. I took that picture, and the one of the trees underneath it.
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That song, Underdog, I've been listening to it non-stop lately. Idk why, but it's just so....relevant...in a way. And I'm not even going to lie, it makes me cry. That's how relevant it is. And it's not even asldlaskdl;sa I'm in a different situation than the meaning (what I think anyway) and I can still apply it to my life. And of course I'm the underdog...I'm always the underdog -sigh-
 
Did I mention I'm in a shit mood? Cause if I didn't...well now you know
 
My head hurts...a lot.
Fun fact: I've had the same headache for about two years now. This probably sounds like I'm kidding, but I'm not. Some days it doesn't hurt too bad, but it's still there. Then there are days like today, where it hurts so much. But it has literally never gone away. It's there when I wake up, it's there when I go to sleep. It's there throughout the whole day. And it's been this way for about two years.

I'm like freaking out here ohmygod. I don't know if any of you have heard of KickThePJ, but basically he's a youtuber and today he made a new video. I commented on the video and he commented back. And we even had a little conversation and so I'm like askldjalsdjas. And he's commenting like everyone back, because he's such a sweetheart, but I don't even care; it honestly made my year.
He's a pretty big inspiration of mine so I'm excited.
http://www.youtube.com/user/KickThePj
That's his youtube right there, and you should seriously go check it out. He's funny, adorable, so sweet, and his cinematography is simply stunning.
 
But ohmygod I'm fangirling so hard right now, like you don't even know.

So, someone just called me restricted and it inspired me to make this set.
 
Here's what I do whenever someone calls me restricted**
 
1. Answer your phone, and then hang up after a few seconds. In my experience they usually call back. This, however may cause them to not call back, in which case you are now done. But, just to be safe, read on
 
2. Immediately look up, and/or search your ipod/music playing device or website for a loud song. I suppose any song will do, but I always use the song Darling by Eyes Set To Kill. It starts off with screaming so it's pretty good.
 
3. Have the song ready to play, but not playing. Have the song on full blast
 
4. When the person calls you back answer the phone, put it to your speaker/headphones/whatever the music comes out of and press play.
 
5. Leave the song playing into the phone for a few seconds and then hang up.
 
You are now done, and in my experience they never call back after that.
 
*Results may vary
** I can only do this when I have access to the proper materials.

So I got up at like 5:45 a.m. and was just sitting in bed listening to music until like 6:15. Then I got ready. My mom and I left for school, and I saw Clarissa as soon as I got there and I gave her a giant hug. I said hi to Ali, and then Victoria and Ashley came up to me and I said hi to them. I gave Victoria my Marianas Trench cds so she could borrow them, because she's become obsessed with them. Thanks to me.
 
Four for you Jaycee Coco, you go Jaycee Coco.
 
I got to see Mikayla, which was awesome cause she's my feminine brother. I also saw Jacqui and Heather, and then the bell rang to start class.
 
1st period Geometry
So I got to class, and sat down with Heather and then my teacher arranged us in alphebetical order. Then when she was done us sophmores were called down to the theater so the principal can give us that speech he gives us every year. That took up a good portion of the class. Then we got back and everyone was sitting wherever so we did too. Awesome thing is that my friend Brandi sits in front of me in regular seating. Awkward thing is that my future niece, who is a year older than me, sits behind me. Oh, and my middle school crush is in there to but w/e
 
2nd period N.M. History
So it took me like most of the break between classes to find this room. And then I have to take N.M. History again this year, because I failed last year. I got a new teacher though. And then she put us all in their in alphabetical order too, but I got confused because there's a freshman in there with my real name so she was all "Alicia in the front" And I was like "What?" Cause the girl didn't move and then I found out she's Alicia too. Awks~ And then she moved me where I belong, and OMFG there's this junior in there named Josh, and he sits next to me and he's so cute, like skaldjaskldj. I was like "Fuck yeah!" Then she gave us this "assignment" where we had to write down 10 things we didn't like about ourselves, and 5 qualities. I remember one of my qualities was "I like to think that I'm pretty witty" Which is like true bro. Then class ended, lol.
 
3rd period Bio 1
I have this class with Jacqui, which is awesome. We didn't do anything in this class except take that damn science pre-test we do every year. Then like 10 min. before the bell my mom brought Heather's cupcakes and I had them, and suddenly I was everyone's best friend.
 
Lunch
Lunch was lunch. I spent most of it hiding from a drunken Ali, and walking with Victoria. But first I gave Heather her cupcakes. And that's pretty much it. Still fun though. I saw my friends at random intervals. But that's pretty much it.
 
4th period Drivers Ed
It was chill. Me and Heather have that class together and we walked to it arms interlocked. We sat in the back. Only kids at our table. That really cute Josh kid from History is in this class with me. Heather agreed he was hot. We did the same thing we did in the other classes. She had us right down our goals for the year and that crap. Then we got to talk.
 
5th period Sophmore English
So my teacher let us sit wherever for today. I sat next to Victoria. She's the only one I talk to in that class. We did that same whole goal thing, and then she had us right about an event that happened this summer that had meaning. We had to write a whole page. I wrote about TBS releasing their new album, and some other stuff having to pertain to that. Then we talked.
 
6th period World History
I had my nm history teacher from last year for this class. I also had like 80% of the kids I had in that class in this class. Fun period. I've always liked having Cantrell as a teacher, he's sarcastic and just really awesome. He had us write down two educational goals, and two behavioral goals. One of my behavioral goals said "To act better than I did last year, you know, when Ali and Jacqui were in the class :)" He hated Ali lololol. Then he had us write down all we knew about world history. I wrote about both world wars, and the civil war, lol. Then we all talked and the bell rang and school was over.
 
Afterschool I hung out with mah friends, and we gave Jacqui a ride home. But we have to walk across the street to get to where my mom was parked, and Cantrell was on cross duty today. He had to wear a hat, and that fluorescant orange vest. When we passed him I gave him two thumbs up and said "You're looking real cool today" And he gave me two thumbs up and said "I know, I love this look" Then we got to the car and left.
 
That was alot of writing. I don't blame you if you didn't read it all....or read any of it. xD But I had fun, and am looking forward to tomorrow

You keep a mini thesaurus and dictionary in your backpack.
 
In other news I started school today. Went great. Brb, gonna go make a set about it.